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Well the night starts of with just me and johan we drink beer talk shit at first and try to get me back from all the horrifing shit I had to deal with working for my hrm biological dad. We and up at a place called marie levo south of stockholm. We meet up a friend of johan before going in. Later on a couple of girls come and join the set. A lot of crazy shit happens I start to do my Magic mike moves, death clock roleplay and Ragnar Löfbruks manorism. Girls go god your just so... MAN! Thank you. did you here that Johan?! What I complimant. Now you girl know why feminist hate me. Johan starts to brag about my movment and I show of some new crazy Jokkmok Paradice dance moves. I tire I did not feel up to it, I had not washed away the images of my fathers.... A** yet. I go over to drink beer with Johan. Johan wispers to me. Dude check out the girls pants. A dark spot had started to form between her legs. Hmm.. Well that went good. I jump down from my bar stool and head over to her to visper in her ear. It apperse as some one have made your pants wet and posible your panties. What?! Her she go over to her friend, her friend replies DO I HAVE THAT TO?! I laugh and head over to Johan. Johan ask me: Dude dont you want to fuck those laidys. No, I am not up to it today. Its a good chance I know but still. I continiue to work on to get drunk to a level of retardness before heading back to the hostel. Back from the moment, October 12-2015.
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Well the night started and ended at soup bar at stureplan. I love that place! First approch
a little blond pornstar to a girl, a 9. Grrr. I open with nice tatoo, amog jumps in and start to face grabb her.
No more, I reapproach with I saw you could do the bugg. We start bugging. She likes it. We move in for some closer
action. This did not work. This damn shoos fucked up my center of gravity. She uses me as some backup plan
as she looks for her friends and reengage me over and over. She feelt safe around me. 2nd stage. Repor is active at least. She finds friends and tell me
shes leaving. Afterwards I relized that she was inviting me to follow with, but still I am broke right now so I could not
change venues. BAD BAD.
More simulation theory and a HERO
So, I want to lift forward an inspiring hero.
Hymn for goldilocks
I had the dog's owner in my appartment, she stood up against me. I could tell what she ment by the situation after all she had commented on one of the presenting pictures on my webb page with a fitting text. I declined with: If you are looking for a sexual partner I am not it, it's not you. In fact I have been fantasising about having sex with a woman with a well built shoulder and back like you. But I have promised not to have sex with any one here in Motala.